Do they worth?

 Oh, how cruel the world is

when you do not face anything,

wherever you turn your eyes to,

except just a back.

...

If you do not have this human brain,

Their knee would not be on your neck.

Your teeth would not disgust them,

And your claws would not scare them.

You would find someone reach you with a smile,

Bow to you,

Stretches his arm softly,

To pat your back

Or to give you a hug.

...

Should you put your brain under your feet to gain them?

Do they worth?

It is not love!

 Actually, we do not love people.

We just love the images we draw of them.

When the frame of these images get tight for them, they pass.

We call them fake, liars, fickle or cheaters.

Oh, Pygmalion!

Do you call the river cheater when it floods?

Do you call the plant lair when it grows?

We cannot love in a week, a month, or even a year.

Love needs problems, crises, fatigue, long familiarization, hard periods and difficult situations to be real.

In short, love begins when excitement ends.

You cannot love the ocean while you are on the beach.

You have to swim on the water, fight the waves, taste the salty water, injure your leg with rocks, and see the darkness at the seabed.

When you will return to the beach, you will see the ocean differently.

You would not see it as an ideal.

You have seen its faults, darkness and anger.

At this time, you can hate it or continue love it with everything in it.

Enthusiasm of the beginnings is not love.

Whoever did not dive in the ocean, he never loved it!

The just pandemic

 It is a weird point of human history.

There is an intense energy.

We could neither rise above it nor be in it.

It is a journey.

suck it up and be kind to yourself and others.

It is not about me or you only.

It is everybody everywhere.

The pandemic does not discriminate.

Everyone is going through the same depression and frustration.

Now only, we started to value meeting each other.

It seems like we ran away from God and He wants us to stop.

He wants us to kneel down for some reason.

It seems like we do not have another option.

We have to hold each other’s hand and kneel down together.

We have to hold each other and cry.

Kansas City, September 3rd, 2020

Current Moment

 "You pained when you look back.

You worried when you look forward.

What about ignoring past and future?

Just, try to enjoy your current moment!

You will see everything fresh.

You will be more productive, more consumptive and you will have more fun.

You will be natural monocular humans and blank slates.

Your life will be disciplined like a machine.

All your differences will disappear. 

All of you will be the same.

Same color.

Same voice.

Same style.

Same opinion.

You will not have deepness, memory, reference or value.

You will change your value according to the commercial ads.

You will determine your goals day by day.

You will never settle.

You will always move,

To gain profit and improve your livelihood.

Always, you will start from zero point and end there.

You will live in a world without a sin or life.. a world that is washed in physical and procedural enlightenment.

Everything there moves in a harmonic geometric shape and sterilized from stampede and controversy.

You will not feel any pain.

You will not be humans anymore.

You will be just walking individuals who do not have a center or purpose.

You will be completely free individuals who are able to neither communicate nor belong to a home or family.

Every Individual is a isolated island or uncompleted story."

...

They did not shoot your bodies this time, my friends.

They shot your souls.

Professionally, you are successful.

Personally, you are failure.

Outside, you are full.

Inside, you are empty.

Kansas City September 6, 2020